sighs.its already night time.hah.just finished revising part of my science for the finals.tsk.why must it be this early for finals to come??tsk.okkay.wells,im actually tired of staring at the tablet already.ya.but oh wells.thought of blogging.and then i shall go sleep already.my eyes right,i dont know why la.like...once its around 10,i would feel super tired and would just you know.go to sleep.haha.

well anyway,school was REAL boring today.well,ya.basically TOTALLY boring.except for pe.haha.i didnt even DO anything during pe la please.haha(:thanks to the sick aisah.but so bad la okay.i had to run up and down the staircase.yes.firstly,i had to run up and check on the 3 girls who were shouting mr samat's name,and call them to go down,and also checked on aisah,whether she could go down or not.so ya.she actually cant go down.and so i had to run down to the field and tell mr samat that aisah cant go down.and he went "but no one's allowed to stay in class.if she's too sick,ask her to go to the sick bay".and so i had to run up the stairs again to call aisah.haha.her eyes were all red when she woke up la please.tsktsk.that girl.okay.then after that i ran to the end of the corridor to fill up aisah's bottle.and i ran back to aisah and mavis.and then the three of us walked slowly to the office to the sick bay.and then we left aisah alone in the dark,dark and spooky sick bay.haha.with the lights switched off.gosh.then me and mavis walked back super slowly to the field.haha.then when i reached the field,i had a long chat with mr samat till the period ended.ya.he was like...super concerned over me la please.HAH-HAH.NO.but seriously.he was like.ya.concerned;the best word.haha.like...ya.really.hah.he was like...asking me loads of questions la.from my daily religious dos to studies.haha.and he was like.i want you to see ms chan by monday o clarify your doubts.i was like "huh??!"haha.you know.im scared of ms chan.yes.hell yeah.i am((:ya.then in the end i told him that i would go and ask my sister first,and then,if i still cant answer the question,i shall go and see ms chan.sighs.just really hopefully that i can answer the question he's giving me on monday.haha(:

oh.yes.anyway,im so freaking pissed with hakim la please.and yana.tsk.like...all the nice things i've done to them,like...they dont even seem to care la okay.like...cant they even imagine what would happen to them if i werent present in their lives?err...NO?tsk.then why cant they be grateful that they have me here to support them.and to teach them the rights and the wrongs.tsk.and whenever i try to let them know that they're doing something wrong,they would start scolding me.like...who the hell do you think you are?like...im trying to help you.and there you go.loosing your temper.what the hell la please.tsk.especially that yana girl la.for goodness sake,dear.im trying to help you out in every way i can.why cant you play your part by listening to me??**sighs.what the toot.gosh.
never mind.
everything would just have to be kept still in me.yeahh.just hopefully they would be able to realize their mistake.tsk.